something I've learn..

pernah suatu saat kita ngerasa pengen untuk membuat teman kita bahagia.

tapi kita tidak tau harus gimana ? "mungkin dengan berbohong untuk kebahagiaannya itu bisa jadi salah satu cara" hmm.. benarkah demikian ?

aku rasa cara itu sangat sangat salah ! kalau teman kita tau semua itu cuma bohong mereka bukannya bahagia malah jadinya marah sama kalian. bukan cuma marah sebenernya, sakit hati bahkan benci bisa jadi yang dirasain sama temen kita.

n.b :

*KALO MAU BOHONG SAMA TEMEN DENGAN ALASAN BUAT DIA SENENG JANGAN SAMPE KETAUAN !! BIAR DIA NGGAK KECEWA SAMA KALIAN !!

little things about my daddy :)

ini sluruh crita ayah yg prnah ayah crita ke aku :

waktu ayah kls 6 sd (kalo nggak salah),, ayah prnh kn mrah sm akas gra" dk mw ngaji..
dy ngmng klo guru ngaji ny itu cm nk mrah bee,, mn males niand ngaji tuu..
jd wktu di sruh ngaji,, ayah bkn ny prgi ke masjid bwt ngaji,, tp ke sawah yg ad di dket rmah ny utk njerat burung.. (ckckckck..) t.nyta wktu ayah dkk lg enk" njerat burung,, guru ngaji ayah dteng smbe bwk buluh pjg (hhuuuuaaa).. dr blkg ayah dkk kn gebuk sm guru ngaji ny.. n sluruh burung yg sdah dpet td di lpas lgi sm guru ngaji ayah.. sejak saat itu ayah mnta brenti ngaji di masjid itu..
trus wktu ayah nk msk smp,, ternyata utk msk smp yg di pngen.i sm ayah tuu hrus pinter ngaji (nahh lohh yah) wktu ayah blek ke rmah ayah lngsung ngmng sm akas utk ikud ngaji di masjid itu lg (dgn guru yg sm tentu ny).. smbil bingung akas tny ke ayah,, "dpt mimpi ap kw smalem ?? tb" mnta ngaji.. (hha) trus ayah jwb.. "pkok ny aq nk ngaji ! terserah dgn sp bee".. akhir ny ayah di msk.i ke tmpt ngaji yg kmaren itu lah,, sm guru yg sm.. dan ternyata wktu ayah smp (ayah sdh idk lg ngaji sm gru ny yg itu) ayah ikud lomba tadarus al-quran,, dan slah satu juri ny guru ngaji ayah yg sdh gebuk ayah pke buluh wktu itu (hha).. t.kjut gru ayah wktu tw ayah ikud lomba tadarus.. dan dk sia" ayah dpet juara 3 wktu lomba itu.. (ayah said "s.bodoh" ny ayah kliand nii ck ini ck ini pernah mnang lomba tadarus al.quran)

wktu kmi di jlan dri pgaralam-plg adek aq (ican),, ngmng klo dy klaperan.. trus ayah crta wktu ayah msh kcil.. b.hbung ayah dri dusun yg emng kyk ny t.pencil,, wktu msim paceklik ayah prnah mkan cm dgn nasi yg di msk bubur,, cmpur rebung masem,, trus di cmpur klapa parut.. (ap lah rs.ny ?? :P) trus jg ayah prnah di sruh nenek utk nyari umbi (kt ny sih b.racun,, tp klo di rendam di air yg ngalir deras racun ny bs ilang) b.hbung di tmpt ayah ad sungai kcil yg lumayan luas,, ayah rendam lah umbi td.. umbi itu bkal di mkan utk jd lauk,, b.hbung lg msim paceklik,, ternyata,, rndaman yg sdah di rndam ayah slama b.brpa mlem td,, di curi sm uwng (kurang ajar niand !!).. (ayah said "jd,, b.syukurlah nak,, kliand skrg dk lg ngalami yg nm ny mkan mkanan ck itu skrg..)

wktu ayah sma.. ayah skolah di sma 1 plg,, ayah di plg cm sm kluarga jauh ny.. rmah ayah dlu lumayan jauh dri skolah.. ap lg ayah ke skolah wktu itu jln kaki.. ayah prnah nyuruh aq utk cb test di sma 1 itu,, tp syg ny aq dk bs ngsih ayah yg t.baik :'( .. (sdah lah,, toh itu kjadian sdah lewat,, yg pnting skrg aq sdh msk jurusan yg di sruh ayah,, kt ayah yg pnting hsil ny kok yg di liad..) trus wktu aq plg dri les,, yg jmpt ayah n ibu,, dk tw ny kmi kliling dlu nyari mkan,, jln",, dll.. wktu di jln,, ibu nyeletuk,, ayah dlu prnah kuliah di sini (smbil nunjuk univ.tridinanti) dri rmah tuu ayah kerja di tmpt uwak di percetakan,, jln kaki,, trus dri kntor,, ayah jln kaki lg ke kampus ny,, blek dri kampus ayah bru ad tbengan blek ke rmah,, cz uwak yg di dked rmah tuu dosen di sn.. (ayah said "dk nyngko nak klo ayah nii sdah bs blii mobil utk kt pegi" ..)

msh bnyk sbener ny crita" ayah ke aq yg laen.. tp bngung nk nulis yg mno lg.. dri 3 crita inii bee bnyk niand plajarn yg sdah aq dpet,, slah satu ny.. "ayah aq tuu hebad niand t.nyata,, ayah cm ank seorang petani bysa bs jd kyk skrg inii berkat hsil kerja keras, kringat dy dwek".. ayah ank cow satu-satu ny dan pling tua di antara kedua adik ny alhamdulillah bs m.bwt kdua ortu ny bhagia skrg..

I LOVE YOU DAD !!
YOU'RE THE BEST DAD IN THE WORLD.. :D

cpet smbuh yah,, ria (pnggilan bysa aq di rmah) bkal ksh liad ayah klo ria bs ksh yg t.baik utk ayah..
i.allah ria bkal bs bwt ayah n ibu bhagia.. ria bangga pny ayah s.hbat ini.. :D

crystal shawanda-you can let go

Wind blowing on my face
Sidewalk flying beneath my bike
A five year-old’s first taste
Of what freedom’s really like
He was running right beside me
His hand holding on the seat
I took a deep breath and hollered
As I headed for the street


You can let go now, Daddy
You can let go
Oh, I think I’m ready
To do this on my own
It’s still a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I’ll be okay now, Daddy
You can let go


I was standing at the altar
Between the two loves of my life
To one I’ve been a daughter
To one I soon would be a wife
When the preacher asked,
‘Who gives this woman?’
Daddy’s eyes filled up with tears
He kept holding tightly to my arm
‘Till I whispered in his ear


You can let go now, Daddy
You can let go
Oh, I think I’m ready
To do this on my own
It still feels a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I’ll be okay now, Daddy
You can let go


It was killing me to see
The strongest man I ever knew
Wasting away to nothing
In that hospital room
‘You know he’s only hanging on for you’
That’s what the night nurse said
My voice and heart were breaking
As I crawled up in his bed, and said

You can let go now, Daddy
You can let go
Your little girl is ready
To do this on my own
It’s gonna be a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I’ll be okay now, Daddy
You can let go
You can let go

*N.B : this song is my story...
except :

I was standing at the altar
Between the two loves of my life
To one I’ve been a daughter
To one I soon would be a wife
When the preacher asked,
‘Who gives this woman?’
Daddy’s eyes filled up with tears
He kept holding tightly to my arm
‘Till I whispered in his ear

all of my friends :D

okay, this note will be tell you about my lovely friends in my life :D

• sohid : sohid is all of my friends in junior high school SMP 17. sohid means songo wahid or 9.1. all of my friends are so clever. there are 40 members in this class 12 boys and 28 girls. (soo many) :D. all members of sohid are.....

girls : dina, icha, anggun, anggun 'ndut', me, ita'e, fatma, via, indah, sari, ivo, izza, melvimila, mitra, niken, nora, novi, ovina, putri, shenny, sherren, tata', pebi, verinna, eqis, and yuni..

boys : agum, amar, manda, dhony, galih, nando, dito, khairul, yogie, toto', yoga, yogas.

and our lovely teacher : H. Bak Idjah tomari

I miss them soo much ! I remember every friday we singing together "semakin sendiri.j-rocks". :)

• tenone : this class when I grade 10 in IGM SHS. this class is very full with complain (hahahha) very talkactive, clever, and soo crazy class.. hahahha. in this class I found my nick name : DESSU DEMAS ! (evenmore the meaning is very strange -.-") we had 26 member there are :

ade, aldo, salman, apek, almii, amel, anggi, anin, ayu, citra, me, pepi, intan (same with sari in sohid), aiia, adam, fadhil, agung, rangga, odies, yanu, yogie, tiwi, sade, teteh, and yunita.

when we can go any where together ??

• ILUSI : this is our musikalisasi puisi team. heyy ! this month we go to RIAU ! members of ILUSI are soo many. I can't tell all of them. I just wanna tell this team fostered by sir kak M. Indra Aziz, the leader is tiwi, the treasurer is amel, and I'm the secretary. hahhaha. I have message for you all.

keep our spirit guys! :D

• evence : this is my class in 11 grade at IGM SHS evence is 'eleven sience one'. this class is very nice with all of our activities. our members is :

ade, amel, ayu, me, erdi, irham, intan, kendo, jevfi, fadhlan, ican, nanda, fadhil, yogie, netty, nisa, dj, aj, tutut, nisa, welly, tasya, yunita, and our lovely mutter. :D

just be our self friend :D

• kinako family's : this group made because sir kak aziz wanna make vid.clip for his band 'kinako'. in this group I am a camera girl. when we make vid.clip is soo interesting :D. I very like to make vid.clip again !!

when we wanna make the 3rd vid.clip ?

• turtle fams : this group is crazy group hahahaha. I'm very happy when I together with them (chaza and evi). they are very crazy people !! hahaha.

when we gonna take our picture again ? >.<

and the last is.......................

• ece again : I very love this group. but, I'm only the one girl in this group. me, kak fadhil, and kak nanda. I'd love to share with them all of my problems. we are just narsism person hahhaha.

I love you all kak.. :D

I'm very love all my friends. because without you all I'm a nothing person..